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trinkdufreak) wrote2012-04-14 04:01 pm
trinkdufreak) wrote2012-04-14 04:01 pm
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Personal Rant: Maybe I should just shoot myself in the foot. idk.
This is a personal rant, so don't feel obligated to read it lol. and I curse a lot when I'm pissed so if you feel uncomfortable with that just stop reading this right now.
ugh. Im freaking the fuck out. my final projects are piling on and my final semester is going to end soon. I have my room assignment for next year but I don't have my PIN number i need to log into my school's site to schedule my classes and my advisor hasn't been answering my emails. so thanks very much you weird person who is supposed to advise me...ugh. annoying.
and then i need to fine MONEY for next year and idk what the hell is going on with my FAFSA cuz they keep saying i completed the form but I haven't gotten any award letter for money and so I'm freaking out like how the fuck am I supposed to pay for fucking college! dipshits. piss me the fuck off.
and on top of that, this person whom i dislike very much (I mean like a fucking a lot.) is getting on my last nerve. so i decided to become extra loner and not go anywhere near her. i ignore her to the max, no politeness, no smiles. even when she said hi to me i ignored and walked away. this is the right thing to do right? i have made it clear that her attitude angers me and to leave me alone. that i dont want to talk to her. so why bother and ask me questions like shit never happened?
im ready to punch a freaking wall and scream my head off like there is no tomorrow. and dangit I WANT SOME DAMN SUSHI. i haven't had any in a friggin long time and i think i have suffered enough. ugh. ugh. RAAAWR.
I'm not getting enough sleep as it is, and everything feels like its falling apart. but silly me will just continue to put a smile on and do shit the best way that i know how. i put my shit aside and act like everything is fucking okay and continue on. i'll probably fall on my ass in the end, knowing me. I'll probably fail. but whatever. I'm sick and tired right now. going to punch a wall.
ugh. Im freaking the fuck out. my final projects are piling on and my final semester is going to end soon. I have my room assignment for next year but I don't have my PIN number i need to log into my school's site to schedule my classes and my advisor hasn't been answering my emails. so thanks very much you weird person who is supposed to advise me...ugh. annoying.
and then i need to fine MONEY for next year and idk what the hell is going on with my FAFSA cuz they keep saying i completed the form but I haven't gotten any award letter for money and so I'm freaking out like how the fuck am I supposed to pay for fucking college! dipshits. piss me the fuck off.
and on top of that, this person whom i dislike very much (I mean like a fucking a lot.) is getting on my last nerve. so i decided to become extra loner and not go anywhere near her. i ignore her to the max, no politeness, no smiles. even when she said hi to me i ignored and walked away. this is the right thing to do right? i have made it clear that her attitude angers me and to leave me alone. that i dont want to talk to her. so why bother and ask me questions like shit never happened?
im ready to punch a freaking wall and scream my head off like there is no tomorrow. and dangit I WANT SOME DAMN SUSHI. i haven't had any in a friggin long time and i think i have suffered enough. ugh. ugh. RAAAWR.
I'm not getting enough sleep as it is, and everything feels like its falling apart. but silly me will just continue to put a smile on and do shit the best way that i know how. i put my shit aside and act like everything is fucking okay and continue on. i'll probably fall on my ass in the end, knowing me. I'll probably fail. but whatever. I'm sick and tired right now. going to punch a wall.
OMG PORTER!!!
I have three more weeks of classes left and Im just getting my computer back today after about a month of no laptop! (Dont ask dude)I am pretty sure that if I dont do well on this next test then Ima fail math class. Because I love my friends so much, I do things for them that later provide stress. smh I promised my friend I would be his prom date because he was ditched and even tho Im my second year of Uni, I cant let him be alone. Prom costs money homie! And cuz he hurt himself during football, he lost his job (Again dont ask)so he has no extra money for prom night and cuz I want him to still have fun I offered to pay for stuff...My job better pay me for my overtime! And I have yet to turn in my stuff to transfer to my big Uni...grr!!! FAFSA wont cover the whole thing so loans will be a witch! understand the no sleep thing, I havent had a good nights sleep in months...and its causing havoc on my body. *sigh* Why are we like this?
Re: OMG PORTER!!!
ayjayjay prom...good luck with that! lol.
we are like this becuz we dont know why we are like this...that made more sense in my head. sorry.
i plan on ranting more! lol. it seriously feels good to just get things out!! i hope you dont fail your math class :(